take me away

home is a warzone.
i really dont get it. is it fun to scream and slam and shout and bang things and stomp around? does it bring satisfaction of some kind? glee? you have a problem, talk about it. this place screams radioactive.
save me.

and im sick of school. im tired of struggling through. i mean like, i enjoy the company, the friends, of course streetdance is the ultimate love and dance is my life, and that's just it. dancing is my life. it's not some status and it's not just some hobby. i do it because i love it and i know that if i work hard, i'm gonna go far. but that's not the ultimate goal of rafflesians is it? to pursue your passions? the aim of this place is to produce academics. scholars. high-flyers. that's not what i wanna do in life. alot of these people just dont get it. and damn it that i put myself in this situation. too bad rachel, you gotta study, why? cos raffles people just dont not do well. they dont fail their exams. they just dont. if you do, you'll be the weird ass in the system. find me a fool who'll tell you that results are not important in today's society. if you dont do well, you'll let your parents down. wanna be a weird ass? not really. not unless there's a daayaammnnn good reason to. wanna let your parents down? NO.

c'mon it's just a few more months. put in some real effort and work hard. you can ace this exam.