my heart is heavy, does it show?

productive study session @ cathay with the usual. alkenes is hell harder than arenes. got a lot of other stuff done, headed to aunt's house. had a bowling tournament on cousin's borrowed nintendo wii ok the thing is really super fun. nothing much else, came back home to hide in my room i like to hide in my room a lot nowadays.

i guess i was wrong to say that things are going to get better. in fact nothing has started and everything is just sliding. disappointed. i'd have thought that this was the one thing i could count on keeping up, but i suppose this is simply how things go when passion submits to fear.


And maybe someday we will meet,
and maybe talk and not just speak.