it's getting late, dark outside

my eom is damn freaking screwed. i am writing some gibberish. how to do corroboration for this topic. i reiterate and reiterate that i'd rather do RS for 2 years than pw for one. stupid pw is taking up my study time. i suck at summation and induction, like seriously. at least i have enough sense to reason and muddle my way through p&c to figure out how to do the dumb permutations.

number of ways my name (RACHEL) can be permutated = 6! = 720

haiyo why would i want to know that for. freak i want to, i can and i will finish that math revision sheet given to us. i. will. pass. math. with a C at the very worst ! same goes for chem. cant do that for econs though. i'll need to hit B. and that means i have to revise my stuff like mad for the next 3 weeks. go go go mega mugging madness.

met ken today, the new street instructor. he's got damn good style, plus he's pretty nice. v boyish kind of countenance. discussed hoodie, which is finally almost almost almost settled. then watched open house prac for a while, walked out with josh and benjy to train home. i wna go o school once this holiday ): like a break from studying if not my brain will burst. i need only to dance. (:


baby steps till it's alright,
or so i'm trying to convince myself.