now to let me go, i know she bleeds

things cant always be put in their specific context appropriately can they.
anyway, nobody noticed / noticed and commented that i cut my hair. lol. fine so it isnt some drastic change.

BAYLEY-WADDLE OWNS. and we will continue to.

signups for befrienders are open. i must remember to get it done soon.

h3 econs started today. seems killer, felt like some econs noob. will get better i hope. no harm trying it out for the term anyway. if im really not cut out for it after promo results, then my loss i guess. haha. then i will CONSIDER switching to lit which is pretty dumb at that time but yeah. stuff yet to get back - lit both papers and econs case study. passed essay, case study makes or breaks my pass. lol. i cannot have another fail. my mother will give me that X@ scrunchy face again. GP is officially my best subject for CTs.




used to dream of you over that period. it was all so real, so clear. exactly like it was, even your scent. weird, how i can experience the same scents and sensations of touch as i remember them in dreams. remember in my waking moments, when i was more conscious of my emotions there was a sense of familiarity, and with that a feeling of safety, warmth and contentment. then i'd wake to find it was all just a dream. one seemingly surreal and unreachable. hated when the realisation sank in. that's the part that sucks. the rest i wish i could stash in a bottle but then i couldnt feel it anymore by then. cliche line luh "wish the dream cld last forever" ha ha ha but actually yeah, there was no other way, only in the dreams. lol. oh well.