In ten weeks you shaped it, in one night you murdered it

I still have these memories but we'll never see what we could have been. Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now? Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together So I wouldn't have to wake without you today. This time I thought things were real... You said they were, what happened? You were a priority, was I an option? I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone. Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled. You knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart. I'm sorry that wasn't enough.

year from now - across five aprils




did you know though, that 'across five aprils' is the title of a book as well.