i close both locks below the windows
i close both blinds and turn away

so i skipped chem today and stayed at home. finished up the last parts of my lit essay (which was rightfully due on sunday the 10th) and emailed it up. 1000+ words that is quite unacceptable under examinable conditions i hope i dont have so much crap to define and explain that day. but i referred to book so i had a hell load of quotes so i guess this doesnt really count as a very fair gauge.

could have actually gotten a lot more done, as in gone through at least all of my econs notes as brief re-revision before i left for philbert's party because:

1. was supposed to accompany angel to watch polo match at 430 means leave house at 330
2. at 420 we were both still at home and she was still in her school uniform
3. at 440 she asked if we should leave now i said are you ready she said oh still in her uniform
4. at 445 angel decides she is too lazy to go for the polo match just go for party later
5. as of now, i have wasted a whole hour.
6. angel says she wants to go to sleep
7. in order to meet at 7 at bedok i have to leave at 6
8. i bum around for another hour doing random chores including walking the dog.
9. i wasted another hour plus
10. in total, i wasted over two hours which could have been utilised better.

naughty rachel. okay fine now i have to figure out a plan for myself tomorrow. if i wanna go pilates and run in the morning, okay. then i need to do some revision, but i dont study at home. so where the heck can i go alone to study? starbucks as usual sit thre for like a few hours at one shot but okay right now i dont feel like going alone im not in the mood. i also kinda feel like queueing (omg how to spell QUEUING QUEUEING KYUUUUING Q-ING) for donuts! okay i guess i shall decide tomorrow goodnight world.

sometimes solutions aren't so simple
sometimes goodbye's the only way