can you help me find a way to carry on again

updates for the week:

monday: mel came back to school to visit <333 visit her blog at ricecaked.livejournal.com to look at the pictures.

tuesday: total chiong-ness for street project with my group

wednesday: mad rush preparing for weishan's birthday and fangxun's farewell video! i slept at two that night >< was damn damn damn tired next morning

thursday: HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEISHAN DEAR! & FANGXUN'S FAREWELL PARTY (i'll miss you alotalotalot fangx!) then..

STREET NIGHT! my group like totally piah-ed for our item cos we only learnt the FINAL FINAL choreo one hour before the event started cos i only knew about 'unforeseen circumstances' the night before and re-choreoed the dance to fit for 3 people instead of 4 right that night and taught the group after school at like 3+ 4+. but i think we did okaaay considering the circumstances. well that and not practising/perfecting/synchronising which was really bad of us >< sigh i feel so disappointed in myself for not dancing well ): ): ): but nevermind i shall practise damn hard for next performance whatever it is and SHINE.

other groups were really good. standards are set quite high for our batch this perf. met the 2nd intakers. they took bestie into street! <333 yay now we get to spend more time together. haha provided we're on same practice day and in same perf group or something.

friday: GOOD FRIDAY. family lunch @ aunt esther's. invited popo and aunt beelay's pastor who preaches in chinese and sometimes i cant understand what he's saying cos' it's like the biblical names translated into chinese and i'm like, HUH???

then off to school for literature week fringe plays auditions. i really do like the parts of the evil angel and good angel. oh oh oh i'd want to play portia too haha LIT WEEK IS UBER FUN-NESS.

after that, walked to j8 with the fringe plays people, snacked @ macs with sean and angel, talked about some stuff. then watched MEET THE ROBINSONS with my sister and cousins. ZOMG EVERYBODY SHOULD WATCH MEET THE ROBINSONS IT ROCKS MY STRIPED SOCKS! it was a really really really nice movie I LOVE <3 (okay im a bit high now gotta stop)

today(sat): met justin to study at amk library. sigh and i realise actually didnt do much at all for hours. only math tutorial 4a which i had difficulty with as i always do with the dear arithmetic. ajisen for dinner, watched charlotte's web which was rather nice and sweet but a tad boring. (zomg tad) - which reminds me that i need to borrow a play to read for his assignment. i think i shall do Woolf's "Mrs. Dalloway" cos i really did love the "The Hours" film that we watched last year in Woman's Voice option.

and my quote of the week:

jonathan: ns blahblahblah waste of time. should just go straight to uni
uncle eng huat: ns good! changes your outlook
jonathan: yeah, OUT LOOK (as in OUTward LOOKs - referring to his hair)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHZZZZZZZZZZZZ & goodnight.