so done with wishing, you were still here

these couple of days have made me realise how much i adore rj, and how well i'm actually fitting in. wynne says, "haha u so sociable easily make friends one la." and really, it's quite true. in rj i can just sit around anywhere with one person i know at the table, and get to know the rest of the table. today's way of hello-make-a-new-friend was playing cards with that THL-which-i-so-love-and-adore until like almost EIGHT in the canteen and we were so late we looked like we were having cca camp la. LOL some guy that wenting calls bert taught us how to do this matchmaking thing using cards, and i shall post our results in pictures soon it's damn hilarious.

i also came to realise something, that people arent as far away as they seem. sometimes it seems so only cos' everyone else is so preoccupied with the same problem. i've spoken to so many people since last post and everyone's kindof battling the same kind of dilemmas in school. which is why i always tell people, if it's a school-related problem, it's the easiest to talk about or seek advice about, because it is guaranteed that so many other people in school will be experiencing the same problems. it's so easy to preach, but so hard to practice. i always hand out advice that i know is true, but when i face the same challenge i have neither the reflex nor the ability to do the same. ohwell.

the odac batch 14 girls are drifting, so are the other groups i used to be in, but there's one thing for certain, being in the same community has formed between us bonds that we cant pretend arent there, no matter what. we'll always be friends, we'll always be connected somehow - it's a fact. it just depends on how much effort we want to put in to keep in touch and stay good friends. like i know siti and i will always be able to get together anytime and crap like the good old rg and odac days. wynne and i will always be as close, and perhaps even more now that we're sisters in Christ, connecting us in ways which are much more substiantial than just in name like "cca mates". and angel and i, we can hang out with different groups of people for like months and still come back and be as good friends. i mean, we were "separated" for 2 years but now we're still like some idiots prancing around the whole school laughing like mad women together.

i dont know if you feel the same way la, but i'm so glad to have you in my life, angel dear. and with regard to the previous post, i'm not trying to say that it's bad thing that you have like a new group of friends, just that like sometimes it feels a bit weird la. but i'm so happy we got posted to the same class and we can laugh/stone/sleep/emo together during lessons! haha i guess i shouldnt be worried about you drifting away, like hello, two years and now we can still be so close, what's to stop us when we're in the SAME class! even though you're such a camwhore and look so unglam in photos and you're clumsy and you talk too much and you make too much noise and you laugh as if you're trying to make up for a whole year of laughter in a day. but it's okay cos I DO TOO. stupid bobo, I LOVEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU ALWAYS <3

shit that was so mushy and corny. >< aiyah heck. we should be daring to say what we feel.

hip hip hooray, it's the holidays. so now i'll have time to do photo posts. lots of photos to show!

okay it's so time to sleep.