if i ate one sweet for every time i missed you,
i'd be diabetic

BOUGHT MY NEW LAPTOP! it's a hewlett-packard and it's a beauty. and i do mean DAMN CHIO. loving the 15.4" screen plus it's damn friggin clear. not used to it yet, will try things out slowly. esp the very very unfamilar vista which is damn cool. i have cool games like Purble Place and Ink Ball. I like.

I have been trying v hard for chem lately. Paying damn a lot of attention in lectures to make sure I understand, and doing my tutorials. So far I am one of the fastest for tutorial 2 which makes me feel good about myself.

on a heavier note,

Daddy's flying back tomorrow morning.

Was talking to j just now, and like out of nowhere i started tearing. and i had this sudden overwhelming feeling that i really miss having someone that i know will always be there no matter what, and i can say anything i want, or just run to the person and just cry, not having to say anything, knowing that i am safe there.

And i realise how much i care for so many people. When it comes down to it, i'd give my all to help them up again. Sometimes i don't like how I can read and understand people so well. Cos' I always feel like if i notice something, i should do something about it or do/say something to help. But sometimes, I don't feel like it. But i'll feel bad la. So i'll wish I didnt notice anything. But obviously I did, so sometimes I ignore it. Oh well.

My gosh, must stop crying so easily. It is not favourable to show weakness. That's what I tell myself for myself la. (But yet I always tell others it's okay to because you cannot keep everything to yourself you will break down) Tsk tsk.




'For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God"